Continued from July 22 …
In the next couple of weeks I thought about this more and more. I didn’t say anything to my husband about it.
When I had some free time I would log on to the woman’s web page and read her stories. There was also a “Question and Answer” page and real life stories from other readers. There I found several stories and questions from women who cuckold their husbands, and from women who wanted to. I had never heard the term before but it means that the wife has sex with other men while her husband remains loyal to her. She has her affairs with his full knowledge and consent. Many of the women even denied their husbands sex within the marriage.
Most of these women kept their husband’s penis locked in chastity devices to insure that they remained celibate. All of these women completely dominated their husbands. It amazed me how they treated their husbands like shit and then ran around with other men right in front of the abused husband. In most cases the husband was required to do all the housework plus cater to the personal needs of the dominant wife.
A common activity of these women was to have their husbands lick the semen of other men out of their vaginas.
It took me over a month to read everything, and by the time I finished it my thinking had started to change concerning female domination. In many ways I was very excited about the possibilities. I had always wanted to fuck other men but did not want to lose my husband. I wasn’t sure that I still loved him, or that I ever did, but he was a good provider and I didn’t want to take a chance losing the comfortable life I had become accustomed to. While the idea of frivolous sex for me held much appeal, I did not like the idea of my husband enjoying the same sexual freedom. I had a couple of affairs in the last two years, but I did not like the sneaking around.
If dominating my husband would offer me a way to fuck around without taking a chance on losing my home and security, then I was all for it. First I had to develop a plan or some kind of strategy. Plus, I had to make some decisions about how far I wanted to go with this. Would I have to make him my full time slave in order for him to accept my affairs? The more I thought about it the more deliciously wicked it sounded. I was so excited by the thought that soon I would be fucking strange men while my chauvinistic husband would be at my complete mercy, serving as my houseboy and slave.
After struggling with my thoughts for a week or two I wrote to the woman to get her advice. I told her my feelings as best I could and gave her the femdom web pages my husband looked at most. Her reply came back a couple of days later and I was very impressed. She spent a lot of time in writing me, and based on the information I had given her she had written a profile of my husband, telling me what techniques I might use to drive him into deeper submission to me. She said that she thought I could go as far with the “female domination life style” as I wanted and that I should put my wants and needs first. No problem there.
She included a web address where I could order a chastity device and suggested that I get one as soon as possible. She did warn me that if I decided to cuckold my husband it should be done to drive him deeper into submission to me, not to fulfill my selfish desires to have frivolous sex. I thought I was close enough to wanting both to make a go of it, although my only interest in domination was to push my husband into a place where I could have my sexual freedom while he would remain loyal to me.
I decided on a direct approach with my husband on this. Well, kind of direct.
We were in bed naked in each other’s arms. “Honey,” I said, “I’ve been thinking of some ways to spice up our sex life a little. I thought we might try a little domination. What do you think?”
His face lit up like a light had been turned on. “Well sure, I, uh, that sounds great to me. What did you, uh, have in mind?” he could hardly speak.
“Well, I could try the submissive role if you think that would suit you best,” I said. It was like I let the air out of his tires. The disappointment on his face was clear to see, as I had known it would be. I wanted it to be my husband’s idea to submit to me.
“Oh, uh, Ok,” he said.
“You seem a little disappointed, if you’re not interested we don’t have to try this. Or did you have other ideas about how we could spice things up a little?”
“Well, uh, what I mean to say is, uh.” he said.
“Go ahead and tell me, I want to know your fantasies, I’ll be understanding.” I took hold of his penis and started to massage it gently.
… to be continued
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